Special, who is the black cat on the left in the picture, came to be in Greg’s (my former partner) life in Alberta. She warmed up to me quickly. It did not take me long to realize that she definitely lived up to her name!!

She was such a caregiver especially with one of our other cats, Mum. When we first moved onto this ranch, these cats lived in a camper that was heated in the winter. They had a cat door, so they could go in and out as they pleased. Mum was not very confident with going out as her hearing loss impeded her. Special being who she was would often stay in to keep Mum company. One night Mum was having a senile moment being cranky with all the other cats. Instead of reacting to Mum, Special just quietly stood beside her as if to align with her energy. Mum calmed and they both jumped back up on the bed and lay together. She tended to Hisser, Ask’im and Wheezy as well.

Her light beamed out to one, so one could access their own light from within. She welcomed lots of loving attention and mirrored the love energy in return.

She helped one to release fear and open up on a heart/soul level, so they could experience their special gift from within. Special lived a healthy life into her late teens. She had a cold a few weeks before she died, so she asked for a few remedies as well as antibiotics which helped her immensely. She appeared on all levels to have recovered. Awhile later, she became lethargic with some loss of appetite which was not like her at all. I then sensed the spirit of Mum around her as if she had come to get her. This was definitely an indication that Special would be passing soon. She remained comfortable which I was so thankful for needless to say. In some men, vascular surgery buy cialis online official storefront has found be effective. For downtownsault.org buying viagra on line boosting erection for men with impotence, oral PDE5 inhibiting medicines are quite popular. For erection issues brought on tadalafil generic cheapest by mental variables, the issue may happen bizarrely. The herbal vitamin Femline helps balance hormones and decreases mood swings utilizing ingredients like St. viagra 20mg cipla A few nights later, Nitika was barking towards the cat door and I felt an angelic presence. This was another sign that she would be passing soon. About a week later(Christmas Eve day), I went out to feed early and she was very weak. I then cancelled my dinner plans and spent most of the evening with her. She was such a caregiver and I wanted her to have a chance to be lovingly tended to, so I asked her to consider passing when I was present. I also didn’t want Ask’im(grey cat on the right in the picture) to be alone with her when she passed. She was into laboured breathing around 11pm, so I knew that it wouldn’t be long. She vomited a little and then settled again. Nitika, Ask’im and I were with her when she took her last breath shortly after midnight. I stayed with her body for a while as I grieved. I left her body in with Ask’im overnight as it felt important for him to have that time for closure. I then wrapped her body in plastic and placed it in the freezer until New Year’s Eve day when I took her to be cremated. Her ashes have returned and I will spread them out by Mum’s grave and place a grave marker there in the spring in honour of her. Not having her physically in the cat room definitely feels strange as she had such a presence about her. I still sense her around tending to Ask’im and checking on/supporting me. Later on Christmas Day, she helped me to awaken to another amazing technique that I call Ascension. It helps one to accept and embrace their wholeness. I love and treasure you Special!! Thank you so much for being a part of my life over the last nine years!! I appreciate that you continue to show yourself to us!!